aN anGeL,, GroWinG up,, & moVing on..

my LiFe!

2007-08-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

hey! it's been a while..

nabuhay na ulit blogger ko!! hihi..

so as for me..

i'm doing good..

happy..

for the first sem of my sophomore year..

i've gained new friends..

met new people..
(prof,classmates,schoolmates)

realized my potentials..
(woah!ano daw?)

can still manage to have a happy relationship

having the time of my life..

and somehow...

contented. . :)

wheeew

2007-03-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

thanks to..

fred .. for a very nice template,, i so so appreciate it..

kayz,she,magz,, for exertinf effort na pagpunta sa bday celebration ko jan.. san pa? edi sa pamp..

auf is fam,, grabe,, u make me stronger each day.. as in..

my family,, nice nice.. really.. although medyo meh konting misunderstandingSSSSS hehehe,, konti lang un huh,., ayos pa naman..

my relatives,, for supporting us,, i mean kapag wala si muma,., eun..

my thart,, nyahaha,, kailngan pa bang imemorize yan.. toinx!!

and sa mga people na nagpapa smile sa'kin..

my dear clanmates..

oHaNa..
Neusperato Tribal Clan..
AmiCi..

love y'aLL

my old friends.. (yea! friends..)

hehehe..

ramzie,,
lexie..
tim..

ayan.. friends naman tayo dba? before naging tayo./..
toinx aaman..

peace out./.

ohh xaa,,, un lang..

2007-03-01T16:54:00.000-08:00

fuck!!

2007-02-12T18:39:00.000-08:00

are you cool?
are you rich?
are you pampered with everything?
are you insanely beautiful?
do you belong to the elite?
well if you are....then...DON'T ADD ME UP...i'm not after you...

fuck!! bakit ako tinamaan?? sabi ko i'm over him na ahh,,
ehh bakit apektado ako??
shit!! karma??!! what the hell is that??!!

mas stressed out!!

2007-02-10T21:08:00.000-08:00

anye!! natakot me sa sarili ko,, hahahaha,, ayoxh ba?? wala po ako tulog,, as in wala.. :((
but i can still manage to smile ohh,, ahahaha,, that's how i live my life ehh..
no matter how dreadful things seems to be.. i just go with the damn flow.. tama ba?
ay hindi,, i still look forward for the future pala,,
i believe kasi that that's how we should live..
live for the present and the future,,
stop being stuck to your past..
it won't do you no good,, swear!!
NO GOOD AT ALL!!

HaPpY BirThdaY fhatzz!!!

2007-02-06T16:47:00.000-08:00

happy birthday flirt,, hope you had fun with our company,, i so so love you very much!! as in much much!! i hope what we have now would grow even better.. we may not be that connected in terms of communication that is, but i'm happy with how things still work out.. you are one of those friends whome i would never trade for anything,, for you're priceless,, i love you for who and what you are.. you're simply the best!! always take care, flirt!!

fhatzzz

2007-01-31T14:49:00.000-08:00

so hurt po ba? hope you'll be okay na..
life's like that talaga..
parang kaninang morning lang magkausap tayo ehh noh..
haaay..
i believe naman that you do believe in Him..
that's why i belive din na you'll get over din with
what you're going through right now..
i know that you know that He will not give you something He knows you can't handle..
everything happens for a reason..
and whatever reason it is that He may have i belive that it's for your own good..
situations like this makes us a better person,.,
you're beautiful inside out you know..
and i love you so much..
always take care of yourself huh..

~*~ alangmangalingwan ~*~

"kulang,, pero okay lang.."

2007-01-31T14:41:00.000-08:00

conversation with my friends last monday..

MaanE : (to ji) magkikita ba kayo mamaya?
Ji : hindi.. nagkita na kami kanina..
MaanE : ikaw amor?
amor : may pasok xa..
biglang baling sa'kin
MaanE : may bf ka ba ngayon?
Me : (with a smile) susme! masaya na ko sa buhay ko ngayon..
MaanE : naku! sagot ng mga bitter yan.. ang tamang sagot jan..
"kulang,, pero ok lang"
Me : ahh,, oo nga, pero masaya na talaga me sa life ko ngayon..
kayo ok na ba?

.. then we talked about her deearest ever mushroom boyfriend (lulubog lilitaaw kasi,, ay dapat pala palitaw) joke! peace tyo maane.. lovve you much!!

..ohh dba? ehh sa anong magagawa ko..
.. i'm single,, and i'm loving it..
..i don't want to have any commitment to anybody nga muna kasi..
..the last time i tried to be in a commitment,, wala din magandang dinulot sa'kin,,
..also,, somebody's taking care of me naman,,ehh,,
..da hu? og course my ever dearest...
FRIENDS...
kaya mahal na mahal ko kayong lahat ehh..

iremember tuloy a suitor..
i told him that we're better off as friends,, (lahat naman ehh)
cause i'm a better friend than that of a lover,,
cause i can give up my partner for my friend..
i value my friends more than a special someone,,
especially ung mga friends ko na even before i meet my special friend..
..ohh dba?

me? such a crybaby..

2007-01-31T14:18:00.000-08:00

i don't know what's with me lately,,
i'm such a crybaby,, simple scenarios make me cry..
such as just a portion of something from a certain program,,
i catch myself crying..
as in tears began to flow..
just like last night,,
hagulgol ako,, as in,,
i don't know why,, i just feel so incomplete..
i guess..
i miss my papa badly..
and he was like what? 12 yrs dead already..
i can't move on..
wheeeeew!!!
i don't know but.. for me..
it's so hard growing up without a responsible father..
someone you know you can turn to when some assholes make u cry..
the very first man in your life who loves you unconditionally..
someone whom you know you can turn too in times of trouble..
someone who is just a plain old dad..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

january

2007-01-31T14:00:00.000-08:00

ayosxh naman ang aking enero..
yaikz! ano daw..
mah january is just fine..
been really busy with different stuffs..
such as..

..mah clan..
OHANA,, mah ohana fam, i love so much ung mga pioneer,, grabe,, mag wa 1 month na tayo,, ayoxh ba? kea lang d pa din tayo nagkikita2,, hehe,, pero ito,, no joke,, sobrang appreciate ko kayo,, lalo na ung mga active.. thanx for spending some of you precious time sa ating familia..

..mah studz..
susme naman noh! after christmas vacation midterms,, after midterms a week long activity and when i say a week long activity i mean week long (monday-sunday)..
midterms,, is just fine,, thinking that we had been having the time of our lives and they expect us to what? remember everything overnight? naman.. but as i said ayoxh lang..
for the week lonf activity,, ayos na sana ehh.. puro seminar.. kaya lang pinaulit ung cheering,, so nagkaro'n pa ng kachakahang cheering exhibition,, ayos na ayos,, taas ng sikat ng araw tapos biglang,, pero.. ok lang din.. :) kasi nga pala,, that week,, thanx to those activities i had some spare time para maka tulong sa bene kalinga,, kaya happy na din me..

..mah family..
m happy with my family now,, todo b0nding session kami,, arguments? very rare na! as in minsan nga hindi na ehh,, kaya masaya..pero si kokoy,, ano pa nga ba? makulit talaga,, medyo lumala din ung gali pero ok pa din,, lahat ok dba?

..mah stuffs..
yea! gamit ko,, kasi inaayos ko na xa sa dapat niyang kalagyan.. pano po kasi lilipat na kami,, wanna see our under construction house,, hehehe.. cge next time post ko.. :)
m so excited na nga kasi mag kasama kami ni chamie sa room next year na me pagagawan ni mamu ng kwarto ang dami po kasing gastos latelty tapos mga tao sa munisipyo,, magkuripot daw ba.. lapit na kasi halalan,, pati money na hindi dapat sa kanila pinakikielaman.. naku huh,, politics talaga,, sakit sa ulo..
anyways,,, as i was saying ayun na nga am happy naman na we'll be having our own house na,, i admit meron na kaming sariling house for almost 2yrs ow,, pero ginagawa lang naman naming bakasyunan un,, eto,, d2 na talga kami,, finally,, after 16 yrs.. :)

ean lang po,, siguro meron me mga ibang nakalimutang ilagay,, pero kapag naalala ko post ko na lang din.. :)

moi busy..

2007-01-21T13:00:00.000-08:00

after midterms line up of activities from monday to sunday,, kamusta naman yun dba? ohh well that's life i guess,, but somehow i enjoyed it naman,,

monday,, pep class, our first pep class,, we had 4 speakers ata yun,, d nman ka boring pwo katkot tlga c mrs.bertis,, she saw the people at the back txting daw kasi and not listening to the speaker in front,, ehh am at the back,, huhuhu.. terror!

tuesday,, i thought am late,, di pala,, kasi my seminar about is it love? nyahaha,, kailangan pa bang imemorize yan,, but i learned a lot of things,, such as love grows,, ohh dba? kea ikaw,, yes you.. remember that,, love grows,, wak mo na ko kulitin,, :p please lang.. nung afternoon naman po ano pa nga ba? accounting,, aun,, halos matulog na naman kami,, kasi so boring,, nag bigay xa ng answers sa exam the other week un na un.. txt mode me no'n ehh..

wednesday.. computer,, may tinake lang kming exam then tapos na.. rs na,, nag host naman kami ng mass for the sto. nino.. banal banalan? haay,, i miss being a lector,, halos mag volunteer na ko sa prof ko para mag 2nd reading kea lang,, it's not meant for me ehh,, nyahahaha.. ano daw? ahh oo cge,, un na un.. hanggang 12 un,, then my next class is 3pm pa.. d naman kami nag class,, tamang sayang ng oras.. grrrr...

thursday,, F.A na ata me sa humaties,, m not aware naman kasi na may aattendan pala kmi na seminar na naman,, aun,, 2mambay sa bene kalinga office,, pero aus lang,, tumulonmg kasi me sa pag repack ng mga goods para sa victims sa queazon,, it's a nice feeling na nakakatulong,, haaay.. nweiz, after no'n comm skills supposedly pero dahil nga may seminar edi seminar inattendan kew,, hahaha.. ando'n ung prof namin ehh,, ano pa nga ba,, mmm.. then nung afternoon,, seminar na naman, hindi nila hilig mag pa seminar ehh.. ano pa magagawa namin,, after no'n meh "practice" pa kmi fir the cheering exhibiton,, nyahahaha.. aun,, gabi na naman naka uwi,,

Friday,, wala kaming regular class,, hehe.. pero merong cheering exhibiton.. ayos,, nagkalat na naman kami,, hehehe.. ay hindi,, mas maganda pala toh kesa nung performance namin ng cheering competition,, ayosh dba? after no'n tumamabay,, naghanap ng gagawin,, ehh wala na magawang iba ehh.. kea aun...umiwi na lang,, pag uwi gumawa ng scrap book,, after no'n,, ehh di gabi na anjan na mababait kong kapatid,, nagpagawa ng proiject c chad,, ano pa nga ba..then natulog me ng 6am d nxt day,., bakit? may kausap.. telebabad.. nyahahaha..

staurday,, eun nga,, edi natulog me 6 am this day,, dahil may kausap the other night.. then around 8 or 10 am me ngcng,, ayos dba? mukha nnman me zombie,, hahaha.. and then afternoon punta sm,, nag wtch kkk,, (kasal, kasali, kasalo) wheeew,, am such a crybaby lately.. y? naiyak ako ehh,, ano pa nga ba? huhuhuhu talaga..

sunday.. today!! meron pasok mamaya 3pm, may mass, at taker note! naka uniform kami,, ayos ba??!! bwisit talaga! grrr... pero ayos lang pala,, kasi simba na pala un .. hahaha,, viva sto. nino!

mmmmmm

2007-01-20T15:14:00.000-08:00

i've realized that i've wasted much of my time comparing myself to different people, hehe..
i've been too obsessed to the thought of being better than everybody else around me..
but lately, i've had a reflection, i thought of everything that i had been doing lately, and yes, this didn't made me a better me.
i realized how much time i've wasted, hating, criticizing those people whom i thought is less of what they're expected to be..
not even thinking for a moment about how imperfect i am..
ohh well, i remember a friend telling me, that i should not say bad stuffs about other people cause i too do not like the thought of hearing negative stuffs about me..
i was dumbstruck when i heard her say those things, she was right yet i did not listen to her..
but now that i'm becoming more aware of how awful my attitude is, i guess i better change..
after all what comes around, goes around..
just a thought

what's new?

2007-01-17T09:30:00.000-08:00

>>the last post was that i got over my ex na,, hahahaha..

well, i'm over him na talaga..

ayun lang,, nah!

i'm glad na okay na ulit kami

nakapag usap na kasi kami ng maayos at in fairness siya lang ata ang naging boyfriend ko na may closure ang break up..

>>as for my studies, ayoko na mag shift..

kasi ayoko ng course curriculum ng international studies

(ung course na dapat ittake ko)

puro siya history,, asa naman noh!

mas gugustuhin ko pang mag accounting kesa history..

hahaha

>>camz, flirt,, wala po ung issueness nga pala,,

kasi medyo tampo lang me,, but i understand naman..

hehehe..

>>i love my family more na,, nyahaha..

puro kami bonding lately,,

ang saya saya..

almost everyday kami sa sm,,

2nd house na ata namin yun ehh..

>>mas naappreciate ko din mga friends ko pati clanmates,, haaay

>>cenxa na if medyo nonsense post ko,, m in a rush kasi..

kayo brief intro lang..

tsaka ko na ieelaborate

amici christmas party

2006-12-23T14:44:00.000-08:00

wahaha,

grounded me,, daw..

because i went home at around 1:30am (duh?!)

i came from cavite,, hehehe

it was super fun,,

finally i saw na my dada botch, my thartand my yhum2..

grabe ka inlove si yhum2 ko,, so gwfu,, kea lang taken na.,,

my dada mas wafu in person,,

i met some new friends din..

di na kasi me active sa clan ehh..

ohh well,,

it was my first time to drink empe,,

ayus lng naman,,

dami fafa sa amici,,

(parang andaming pumunta noh)

den about d chikas,,

bebot tlaga!! azhteeg!! harhar..

thanx nga pala sa nagdala ng cake

also ang gagagnda ng speech ng mga officers,,

*hehe*

nweiz,,

merry christmas to y'all!!!

ready to let you go..

2006-12-17T22:25:00.000-08:00

i thought that without someone to love (a partner) my life would be wasted, somehow, but the last relationship i had proved me wrong, coz when we broke up it was just then that i realized how dumb i had been to just be stuck in that point of my life wherein my whole world revolved only in him which i now realized as something which is not good for me as a person, as an individual, as a whole. When we broke up it was just then that i realized how unattached i had been with my friends, those people who really cared and would love to make me smile, those people who knows that they can make me cry, but never dared too.. those people whom i disregarded,, and i'm so sorry for that action..

Lately, i was still holding on to the thought that we could still patch things up, reconcile and all that, but as days passes by, you're making me see how that break up is a good thing for me,, i did not regret anything in our relationship neither meeting you,, for if i did not meet you i must've not learned the lesson i just learned when you let me go just like that.. you told me you did not want to hurt me anymore that's why you're letting me go.. when my friends found that out, in one way or another i defended you from them, from the harsh things that those people who loves me said about you,, i never lose hope neither doubted that one day you'll come back and we could continue the relationship we had which i thought had a strong foundation because it started from friendship and not mere infatuation, but i was wrong, it was never meant to last, or at least that's what you've showned me,,

God had been so nice to let me have someone like you,, very thoughtful and all,, but i know see it's purpose, i saw who needs who more.,, i could always be your shoulder to cry on.. we could still be friends and all,, but please,, never again tell me that you love me more than a friend, if you can't treat me the way i ought to be treated,, i know my worth,,. and i'm pretty sure that there's somebody out there who's much much worthy of my time,, and all.. am not bitter though, don't get me wrong,, i'm just making you that i know who and what i could be,, :)

my hectic sched!

2006-12-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

this week had been a blast..
i also get home at around 10pm..
i'm so tired with the practices for the upcoming intramurals..
which will be held this coming week,, huhu..
it's almost christmas and we still have to go to school..

monday _ we had the try outs,, and am in,, volleyball,,
harhar,, it was fun..

tuesday _ i went home at around 10pm too,, practice for cheering,, haaay..

wednesday _ now! this day is indeed fun fun fun.. we went to Letran, Calamba to be the representative of our dear alma mater for it's the championship for basketball boys,, versus De La Salle (Lipa) for the NCAA South,, and as expected, we won,,
hurray! we screamed at the top of our lungs when the De La Salle did not got the chance
to score during the remaining 5secs of the game,
afterwards, we joyously sang the
Bedan Hymn,,
(ahem! proud bEdAn here!)

thursday _ it was the day that i had been so happy,, hihi *kilig*
my crush went up to us and asked us if we already had a taste of the brownies which is sold in our cafeteria, well honestly we answered no, then out of the blue, he held out his half eaten brownie,, and i took a bit *kilig* then he offered it to my friends as well,, but fortunately, they did not seem to be interested with the brownie so they just told him that they don't want too.. m so so happy really,,

friday _ i was so so frustrated coz it was really late when they finally thought of letting us go,, but the thing is we have to be at around 9am the next day.,. wheeeew!!! Robots?

Saturday _ this one now is really really a very busy day.. we had a practice in the morning, then at around 11am we went to CCP to watch a ballet performance entitled
"..and the winner is.." which unfortunately we're not able to watch the first 3parts,, huhu.. (too much effort ) then at around 5pm we went back to alabang to be able to go back to laguna,, i was able to reach my place at aound 9 or 10 something,, then my mom told me to go to SM sta. Rosa, coz there's a midnight sale, duh! i wasn't able to buy anything.. :(

Sunday _ i attended a birthday party of a friend which is at Lumban, yes! that's after Pagsanjan! darn far darling! but it's worthy of the effort, we had fun, there are lots of foods and we drank some san mig, but not to the extent of getting drunk coz if that's the case i wouldn't be able to type all of these,, wuttya think..

as for tomorrow,, i have to be at our school at around 7 :30, because we would be having that traditional parade before the intrams.. then afterwards we would (again) have a practice for the cheering competition for this wed,, and yes! that's again upto 8:30 pm.. (and am still here at a computer shop)

- 9 : 45

28 ways to make a girl smile

2006-12-04T14:30:00.000-08:00

1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.

2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.

6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usally mean the most.

8 . Call her sweety. {not baby}

9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}

12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.

13 . Play with her hair.

14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.

15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.

17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

19 . Carve your names into a tree.2

0 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

21 . Give her piggyback rides.

22 . Bring her flowers just because.

23 . Treate her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

27 . Kiss her in the rain.

28 . If your in love with her . . . tell her

life is a shit

2006-11-29T09:07:00.000-08:00

hahaha,, kidding aside,,lately, i've been through every imaginable pain,,
my life has been a total mess,,
but i'm happier now, cause i've proven something to myself..
those people who value me and makes every pain tolerable do exist,,
and i thank each one of you,,
salamat ng maraming marami,,

i just broke up with my boyfriend,, hahaha,,
talgang i broadcast?
am still holding on though,,
my friends keep on telling me that i don't deserve the pain he's causing me,.
but you see it's very rare that i would go gaga for a guy..
often times i act so tough,,
but honestly am really really weak when it comes to love..
and boy am i not ashamed to admit it..

ohh well,, pride?
where would it bring me naman dba?
haaay,,

2006-11-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

SAD but TRUE

2006-11-17T21:55:00.000-08:00

Sabi ni God
Pasayahin daw kita,,

Kasi nakita ka
daw niya
malungkot,,
nag iisa..

pero sabi ko.,
AYOKO!

Tanong niya
kung bakit..

sabi ko..

"di po kasi ako
makakapagpasaya
sa kanya..

SEX po.."

don't get me wrong people,, it's not my boyfriend that i am talking bout..

it is those stupid guys out there, thinking that the only way for a girl to prove her love to him is through sex..

those kind of guys, sucks!

and i hate them,,

and what's really pissing me off is the fact that at the end of the day the girl they would look forward to marry are those women or ladies that had kept their virginity and degrade those who lost theirs(virginity, that is),, you know guys honestly, that is very immature of you.. you don't take the responsibility of committing your life to that girl you promised to love and be so devoted to,, not only that,, you would also spread rumors about them as well,, how pathetic!

girLs,girLs,girLs..

2006-11-17T21:41:00.000-08:00

you are not going to be his first, his last nor his only..

he loved before; he will love again..

but if he loves you now, what else matters?

He's not perfect, you're not either..

If he can make you laugh and

if he admits to being human and

making mistakes,

hoLd on to him..

He's not going to be thinking of you every moment of the day,

but he will give you a part of himself that he knows you can break

-- his heart..

so don't hurt him..

don't change him..

don't analyze and don't expect more than he can give..

SmiLe when he makes you happy

Beacuse PERFECT GUYS...

DON'T EXIST!!

i know,, i know,, easier said,, than done..

2006-11-17T21:37:00.000-08:00

Love

is like desperately hanging on to something precious,

not wanting to give up

but your hands feel the pain

and when finally let go

you're free from the pain

but your hands are empty

Show some Love

2006-11-17T21:33:00.000-08:00

the greatest disease in the world isn't medical..

it's being unwanted..

unloved and uncared for..

we can cure physical diseases but the only cure for despair is love..

there are those who are dying for a piece of bread..

but many more are dying for a piece of love..

share it everyday..

- GREY'S ANATOMY

i don't know what's with me lately, that i simply go gaga

for this kind of stuffs.. there had been many messages with such theme

also the homily that the priest from our university had the same topic..

but lately, i realized that it's true,,

many people don't value who they have in their lives not knowing

that each time they disregard this people they're hurting them more and more.. and when the time comes that they've realized their mistakes,, it is also the time when the people who cherished them most has given up on them..

Don't wait for that time to come..

Value those people that you have in your lives..

It's not everyday that you will meet someone that you know would mean a lot to you and would ive a huge impact in your life..

me, me n me

2006-11-17T21:05:00.000-08:00

i love my new shout out n mah friendster account..

"losers weepers!! i love myself,, i dnt care a damn what u think of me,, i'm proud of who i am n i know what i could be,, just wait n see,, but when that time comes,, darn! dnt ya dare fall in love with me!!"

actually i don't know why i sound so bitter.. hihi..

maybe i just want to prove something to a certain somebody,,

but the thing is i don't know who that somebody is either..

kung tinamaan ka..

baka ikaw nga..

*LOLZ*

LoGiC cLasS

2006-11-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

waaaah,, m so happy naman,,
sa wakas may nagsabi sa'kin na tahimik daw ako.. DAW!!

Last Wednesday
(after cLass)

Me : Sir, bakit niyo po ako tinwag kanina?
Sir : you're so quiet kasi, m wondering if you get d lesson.. gets mo ba?
Me : *smiLe* of course sir, cge po,, thanx..

after that i just laughed out loud,, cause what he did not know was that i was actually passing notes with my friends (ji & amor) ;)

Tribute to Sir John

2006-11-17T20:42:00.000-08:00

Waaaah... i miss him so much!

It's not like we're that close or anything..

but he is one of those people who is so dear to me..

He cares like nobody else does(except for some friends)

i never thought that that day would come,,

it never crossed my mind that he be going to seminary..

it was just like yesterday that i would be going to his office cause of my tardiness,,

he would always reprimand me,,

but as stubborn as i was,,

i never listened to him,,

but, i always look forward in seeing him,,

that's when i realized that as each year passes by,,

he means to me more and more..

he taught me how to be me and all..

haaay..

ohh well maybe there is indeed a calling from God,,

I just wish him the best in the path he opted to take..

God Bless, Sir John

14 deep questions that will really tell you something

2006-11-16T20:07:00.000-08:00

from cesc' site.. ;)

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how you feel?
>when they are telling me how they feel,, specially if the feeling is not mutual,, it's kinda hard knowing you're special to them but they can never be that special to you.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
>i was so so angry the other night,, cause of my mom,, she just don't know when to stop,, i was so exhausted and trying to do my accounting assignment,, and she kept on telling me stuffs,, grrrr.. now? naah!!

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non- stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make one phonecall. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
>my mom,, God knows howw much i love her even though she's really getting to my nerves at times,, i would just like to tell her how much i love her and how much she means to me,, and sorry for being such a pain,, another thing is that no matter what i would look after them,, specially my siblings,,

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
> i won't tell anyone,, i love those people who loves me and care for me muchie much,, i would spend each day meaningfully,, iL show them how much i care and all,, iL do everything i wanna do,, no time for regrets,, iL be very appreciative of what i have now,, i won't be afraid,, honestly i'm ready to die any time.. *toinx*

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose? Why?
>trust,, it's hard to love someone you don't trust.. so if they trust you it's awhole lot easier for them to fall for you.. :)

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
>Wutta dilemma,, what kind of dog? *toinx! can't answer! tough one! It would be in my conscience if i would let the poor dog drown but it ould be very devastating to lose my job.. wheeew!!

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?
> yes, if i'm ready for the consequence and all,, if i know that i'm ready to change and wiLLing to prove to him how sorry i was with me being so unfathful and all

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?

>SORRY, di tayo talo.. hihi.. i don't really like it when my bestfriend falls for me,, but they say that it's the strongest foundation one relatonship can have,, i just don't want to lose my bestfriend..

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

>My uncle. Yes, i would,, i love my uncle so much,, he means a lot to me,, and i know ho many people grieved when he died,, and i know it would mean a lot to those people as well to spend one last hour with him..

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

>YES. but more matured in some ways and more sensible,,

11. Does love = sex?

> NOPE!!! sex is mere lust.. it should never be equal to love..

12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

>Leave the office,, because i know that i can find another job, and that tmy co-worker needs the money more than i do..

13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

>SUMMER. It was my friend's friend, he got into my nerves,, he kept on asking me if he could court me and all,, but i had a oyfriend then and m not really interested with him,, so i told him straight that he got no chance, not a bit, for so many reasons and mainly because he was so 'yabang' n really don't like him,, not even as a friend *harsh*

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?

>I do not love them back, cause of the fear of ruining the friendship and all the meamories,, i love my friends so much,, they're my othr half,, and i value them so much,, they make my life complete,, they make my life a heaven here on earth.. that's why i cannot afford to lose any of them.

me so numb

2006-11-16T17:22:00.000-08:00

i just browsed my blog,, God,, i was so over my chie che pala,,
i was having different thoughts lately,,
we're on the rocks kasi,,
i don't honestly know how to deal with my emotions anymore..
There had been instances that i just want to give up..
I just want to lose the pain,,
But somethings telling me,, within me,,
that i should just hold on..
i don't really know what to feel actually,, its lke,,
i'm so numb..

present

2006-10-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

to realize..

..the value of

1 year,

ask a student who

failed a grade..

..the value of

1 month,

ask a mom who

gave birth to a

premature baby..

..the value of

1 week,

ask the editor of

a weekly newspaper..

..the velue of

1 hour,

ask the lovers who

are waiting to meet..

..the value of

1 minute,

ask a person who

just missed the train..

..to valu of

1 second,

ask a person who

just avoided an

accident..

TreAsuRe eVery moMent

Today is a giFt

That's why

iT iS caLLed

"PRESENT"

there are instances in our lives that we just do nonsense things,,

some calls it "just to kill time"

often than not we don't realize the importance of the time

we don't make the most out of what we have now,,

we don't see what other things we could've done

other than just to lie down lazily and be a couch potato..

31 things women should know about men

2006-10-22T22:41:00.000-07:00

*1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.
*2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS aLOSER.
*3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimestoo.
*4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
*5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comesaround.
*6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason'swe're going out with you.
*7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scaresus.
*8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong,please dont go into detail.
*9. If you really liked us for us, you would let usthink that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.
*10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.
*11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It'sjust wrong............
*12. Don't make bets about us, because one of yourfriends will tell us, if you don't.
*13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
*14. We absolutely do not care about the BackstreetBoys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.
*15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of thetime, but at least we can stand up and go pee.
*16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."
*17. You expect us to say and do sweet things foryou, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.
*18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to helpus make the plans sometimes.
*19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
* 20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.
*21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
*22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
*23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
*24. PMS is not an excuse.
*25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
*26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. Thatdoesn't turn us on.
*27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
*29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart,stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.
*30. We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.
*31. And last but not least: Don't ask us what our favorite part of you is, we don't know what to say with out it being offensive.

NOTE: just being fair to other specie,,

toinx!!

boys, boys, boys

2006-10-22T22:34:00.000-07:00

na experience mo na ba ung
u've been just plain friendly
then napaaway ka pa?
hahaha

kasi naman,
di maruning makuntento sa
isa,,
tapos, kapag naka bukingan
na,,
babaliktarin ka pa..
asa!!

i hate guys who got no balls!!

lakas ng loob mong makipagkila2
tapos anong sa2bihin mo sa gf mo?
ako nakipagkilala sa'yo?
asa!!
ur not even my type of guy..

sorry,,
mabait ako kung sa mabait,,
pero mas salbahe pa ako sa inaakala mo...

minsan pa ko kantiin ng syota mo,,
magsisisi ka,,
ginalit mo ko..

damn!

sembreak

2006-10-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

so far,, my sembreak hasn't been anything but plain damn boring..
the only time i went out was to go watch a movie with a friend..
we watched BARANG (comedy toh!!)
it was the first time i went outand this is the second.. hahaha
kamusta naman un..??

ohh well,,
i hope this week would be a whole lot better since i would be going to pampanga
i hope that i would really have fun,, as in
fun
fun
fun

that's all

..bouncing out

happy halloween

2006-10-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha,,
found this at my folder,,
it was taken last year,,
enchanted kingdom,,
i miss the big family reunion,,
anyways,,
lapit na undas,,
dnt forget to visit your loved ones na nauna na..
tama vah un,,?

things to know bout women

2006-10-13T14:27:00.000-07:00

*Don't ever lie to us, we always find out.

*Don't say you understand when you don't.

*Women are pretty, get over it.

*You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like.

*If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.

*We are self-concious by nature, we can't help it.

*We are drama queens.*Fashion police do exist.

*Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.

*Don't make bets about us, we always find out.

*Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gasses from your body, it is not.

*We are beautiful, but make-up helps.

*Most importantly- we are always right- so don't forget it.

*When you say that she is just a friend, and we say ok, deep inside were really bothered.

*Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control.

*Women especially love a bargain. The question of 'need' is irrelevant; so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game.

*Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you 'just don't understand'.

*Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.

*Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.

*Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.

*Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.

*Women hate bugs. Even the strong-willed ones need a man around when there's a spider or a wasp involved.

*Women can't keep secrets. They eat away at them from the inside. And they don't view it as being untrustworthy, providing they only tell two or three people.

*Women always go to public restrooms in groups. It gives them a chance to gossip.

*Women can't refuse to answer a ringing phone, no matter what she's doing.

*Women never understand why men love toys. Men understand that they wouldn't need toys if women had an 'on/off' switch.

*Women keep three different shampoos and two different conditioners in the shower. After a woman showers, the bathroom will smell like a tropical rain forest.

*Women don't understand the appeal of sports. Men seek entertainment that allows them to escape reality. Women seek entertainment that reminds them of how horrible things could be.

*If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he'll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven-day trip she'll pack 21 outfits because she doesn't know what she'll feel like wearing each day.

*Women brush their hair before bed.

*Women are paid less than men, except for one field: Modeling.

*Women are never wrong. Apologizing is the man's responsibility, 'It's there in the Bible'. Hmmm, who was it that gave Adam the apple?

*Women have better restrooms. They get the nice chairs and red carpet. Men just get a large bowl to share.

*The average number of items in a typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

*Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.

*Women love to talk on the phone. A woman can visit her girlfriend for two weeks, and upon returning home, she will call the same friend and they will talk for three hours.

*A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, or get the mail.

*Women will drive miles out of their way to avoid the possibility of getting lost using a shortcut.

*Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, 'How do I look?'

*The first naked man a woman sees is 'Ken'.

*'Oh, nothing,' has an entirely different meaning in woman-language than it does in man-language.

*Women can get out of speeding tickets by pouting. This will get men arrested.

*Women don't really care about a sense of humor in a guy despite claims to the contrary. You don't see women trampling over Tom Cruise to get to Gilbert Gottfried, do you?

*It's okay for women to dance with each other, but you don't see men dancing together.

*Women will spend hours dressing up to go out, and then they'll go out and spend more time checking out other women. Men can never catch women checking out other men; women will always catch men checking out other women.

*The most embarrassing thing for women is to find another woman wearing the same dress at a formal party. You don't hear men say, 'Oh-my GOD, there's another man wearing a black tux, get me outta here!'

*i sooo love this one,, wish i could change the font and everything though,, to give emphasis to those lines i love muchie muchie,,

(ces,, hope you dnt mind :) )

* so ye guys,, just try to understand,, nah!! dnt try,, just do.. hehe

frday d 13th - mah lucky day

2006-10-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

haaay,, friday the 13th!!

damn saya!!

and grabe daming gnawa @ bnasa..

so y nga ba i'm so saya??

ganito kasi yan

>last day na ng 1st sem!! meaning sembreak na!! bwahahaha

>nakapag pa picture2 me with my crushie na prof,, (sir eLLo) pangalanan daw ba? hahaha..

>i had fun with my friends,, we watched a movie pulse (kung horror hanap nyo dnt watch this, comedy toh!!)

>dami revelations ngayon,,

>break na kami ni pareng STRESS.. hahaha kala mo king sino noh?

>mejo maayos usapan namin ng aswa ko,, ye! u read dat ayt,, asawa.. si Mr. John Matthew Pamatmat,, kea wak kna famfam

>d me napagalitan kahit na almost 7 na me umuwi kahit pa hanggang 11 lang ang class ko,, haha

>then dami ko pa new found friends and enemies!!

>i have proven to myself how great God is!!

ohh panoe yan muna..

@ gabi na,,

g2g

-11:10pm

(ohh wag ka magalit,, uuwi na ko, lam ko gabi na!! :p don't worry din may kasama ako.. haaay,, love you!!)

headset!! azar!!

2006-10-11T22:28:00.000-07:00

tama ba un? dahil sa headset nagkatampuhan kami,, haha,, ay mali,, huhu pala,, kasi nman nagta2nong xa tapos ang sagot ko ay sobrang hina daw kea eun,, haaay,, ang sad tuloy.. walang tulugan,, d me nakatulog,, d pa me nka review.. huhuhu,,

sana naman magkaayos na kami,, palagi nalang kasi tamouhan ehh,, huhu talaga,,

YOU, for my chie

2006-10-11T11:10:00.000-07:00

i can't sleep
can't stop thinking of you
are you thinking of me too?
or i'm just wishing you'll feel the same way too?
i know i'm not over reacting,
i know what i'm feeling is true
why can't you see that i'm hurting too?
i love youand i can't stand this
the situation that we're into..
for am being paranoid again and
i kept thinking of how i won't lose you,
not now,
not ever,
for it is eternity i wanto to be
spending with no one else but
YOU,,

just wrote this last night,, actually continous text,, for my chie chie,, kasi nga we had another one of those "misunderstandings" huhuhu,, grabe,, am i making any sense here,, hope so,, coz obviously hindi maayos ang aking thoughts,, dba? huhu,, basta kung ano ung naisip ko isunod un na.. i miss my chie na,, d pa kami nkakapag usap ng matino after ung last night,, ohh well,,at least we're still concerned naman with each other,, knowing na nagsabi pa xa ng bfast n ingatz,, haaayy,, i really miss him na.. :( :( :(

beautiful days

2006-10-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

I see beautiful days with you

I feel beautiful ways of loving you

You’ve touched my heart so deeply

And I can’t thank God enough

For all the beautiful days with youI feel beautiful ways of loving you

Everything is just so wonderful

Every little thing is just so beautiful

When I spend it with youfor

my chie,,grabe na toh,, i love my chie sobra,, obvious ba? ibang level na toh,, hahaha,,

sana nga lang naappreciate,, haha,,yun lang

i miss

2006-10-10T04:23:00.000-07:00

I miss the old days

I miss the laughter

And, i miss the pain

I miss the sorrow

And the things I've gained

I miss the days when you console me

And say everything's gonna be fine

And, then things work out just like the way we planned

I miss those times when you said you care

And, those times when you said you're always there

I miss your smiling face

And so as your warm embrace

I miss all the memories i had with you

And above all these

I MISS YOU

Chie

2006-10-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

Just some guy i thought you are
Ohh so sweet and ohh so fine
Heaven it is whenever I speak with you
No dull moment, bot that's true

Many times I've been a pain
And I'm really sorry for the
Tears and
Tantrums you've gained
Hurting you? I don't really want to coz you see it is
Eternity, I hope to spend
With you

Prayer is my strength
And you as well
Mystery it is how you complete my life
And am wondering if you feel the same way too
To me you're my everyhting
Making you smile is what i wanna do
And making you igh wouldmake me feel blue so
Trust me when I say "I LOVE YOU"

haaay,, i miss doing poems,, so far,, this is the latest,, wheeew,, see what love can do to me??

mind over heart

2006-10-09T00:51:00.000-07:00

"If you cannot get someone off your mind, it is maybe because he/she is supposed to be there"
REMEMBER : the mind can recognize what the mind is trying to deny
It is true dnt u think? our minds do recognize the things that our hearts keep on denying but why is it then we still stay in a certain scenario after we get hurt? Does that mean that even if our mind recognizes the pain and suffering that we are encountering still it chooses to be blind to just ignore the things that it sees and go on wth the flow?

girls??

2006-10-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

When a girl is quiet,

Million of things is running in her mind,

When a girl is not arguing,

She is thnking deeply,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,

She is wondering how long will you be around.

When a girl answers "I'm Fine",

A few seconds, she's not fine at all,

When a girl lays on your chest,

She is wishing for you to be hers forever,

When a girl wants to see you everyday,

She wants to be pampered,

When a girl says I LOVE YOU,

She means it,

When a girl says I MISS YOU

No one in this world can measure more than that.

finals na

2006-10-09T00:07:00.000-07:00

mali talaga date g posts o,, late ng one day!!

anyways, the thing is,,

today is monday talaga..

it's

October

2006

first day ng finals

wala naman talag kaming gnawa

nagpresent lang ng docu!!

grabe our docu..

huhuhu

it's quite disappointng

pero okay na pala kasi si prof na mabait

na cute din *hehe*

nagbgay ng another chance..

thanx sir ello

also for the pix n

d song kanina

*kilig*

pero 4 d effort naman of our dear leader

grabe,,

iba ka!! idol!!

proud to be one!

2006-10-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

Roses are red

FILIPINOS are brown

thats my race

so don't put it down!!

Ma filipino pride

I will not hide

Ma filipino race

I will not disgrace

Ma filipino blood

flows hot & true

Ma filipino gente

will always stand by

thru thick & thin

till the day we di

Our filipino flag

higher than all tha rest

cuz every 1 knows

FiLiPiNOS ARE THE BEST!!!

filipino Pride is mah mind

filipino blood is mah kind

So step aside and let me through

Cuz its all about tha filipino crew

Life sucks and then u die but if u

Filipino u die with pride!!!!

loving my chie

2006-10-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

mejo peste talga ang milenyo noh?

pampasira ng relationship,,

lang signal kea wlang commu

grabe i'm so touched tuloy with my chie

effort talga..

nagpa charge pa iya para lang ma contact ako..

ang sweet..

lalo tuloy ako naiinlove sa aking mahal..

*hehe*

miLenyo!! shit!!

2006-10-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

bad3p ung milenyo sobra,, db? dba?

first time ko mka experience ng baha sa loob ng hauz,,

*huhu*

thensi kuya nasugatan pa ang paa,, as in blood everywhere

*eew*

pe5ro may maganda din nman pla gnawa un milenyo

i found out n dami ko pala qTie qt qt neighbors!!

*kilig*

kea lang pagkaalis ni milenyo

dami din nawala

>ung qTie neighbors ko nagsipagtago na naman

>ung signal sa sun (miss 2loy me xadoe ng asawa kew)

>ung dialtone nmin(PLDT? hello!!)

>ung mga books ko (yearbook!! *grrr)

then si mama paranoid na xadoe!!

ayaw na ibaba mga gamit namin!!

@ btw,, lumabas ang mga tinatagong lakas ngmga kpatid ko

naakyat c nil ung kalan n ung mlaking tv

*hehe*

happinExh!!

2006-10-05T03:53:00.000-07:00

boy m i happy,,

been kinda busy lately though..
didn't got time to update ye guys,,
but got no time now either,,

wondering why i'm happy??

coz one,, i got no prob with mah chie anymore,, hehe
ohh,, you want to react?? go!! i don't care..
really.. ycoz i know you would quit sooner or later..
nah!! i know that would be sooner,,
sooner than i expect..

two,, i was forgiven & then forgotten,,
(weird?) yea i know i m,, but hey!!
that's why i'm interesting,, duh!!

invisible man

2006-10-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

Oh, oh, oh, yeah
You can hardly wait to tell all your friends How his kisses taste sweet like wine And how he always makes your heart skip a beat Everytime he walks by
And if you're feeling down He'll pick you up He'll hold you close when you're making love He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby
I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby
You probably spend hours on the phone Talking 'bout nothing at all It doesn't matter what the conversation Just as long as he calls
Lost in a love so real, and so sincere And you'll wipe away other's tears Your face lights up whenever he appears
I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby
I see you all the time baby Huh, the way you look at him I wish it was me, sweetheart Boy, I wish it was me But I guess...
I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby
I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby
Oh, oh, oh, oh baby The invisible man You don't see me girl But I love you Yes, I love you The invisible man Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah The invisible man Baby, baby, baby, yeah The invisible man

>>somebody dedicated this to me,, wheeww,, sakit.. vatak!!

heLp!!??

2006-09-21T21:06:00.000-07:00

ano ba toh,, naoobssess na ba ako sa chie ko,, huhu,, pano naman kasi lahat na lang ng gingawa kokino consider ko palag xa,, wutta!! anyways,, i'm glad na positive naman ng effect niy s'kin,, di xa destruction,, rather he's an inspiration *kilig.. although may misunderstandings kami madalas,, wla lang,, misunderstandings lang na madalas,, hehe naaayos naman,, somehow, haaay,, kea lang,, dami ko pa rin insecurities,huhu,, ewan k0 ba bakit ako naiinsecure,,

can anyone please help me,, lam niyo kasi ayoko mwala ang aking chie,, kea lang,, ean parang d feeling is mutual na parang hindi,, waaaahhh,,, naeewan na tlaga me,, help,, any one??

CAS WEEK

2006-09-21T20:59:00.000-07:00

this week wala kaming class,, i mean puro alterntive class, kea ang dami naming vacant kaya lng tambak din kami ng activities,, huhu,, pati projcts and assignment., kea lang kahit isa wala me nagawa,, i'm so irresponsible na naman,, uhh ohh.. mukha ngang bababa mga grades k ehh (sorry po..) kasi nman parang wala ang heart ko sa LegMa,, nakanino kaya??!! toinx* pero d nga ngbabalak me mag shift,, hehe,, sa tingin niyo ano maganda?? Politcal Science kaya?? Bwahahahaha... naffraning na talga me..

anyways about this week i'm so sipag na 2days lang me pumasok,, wenesday and fridy,, pano kasi 5 activities lang naman ehh,, para comple na ang attedance for the whole week,, wheew..

got tons of thing to share pa sana kea lang,, sa sobrang dami i don't know kung noh uunahin ko :)

huhuhu my sistah is sick :(

2006-09-21T20:43:00.000-07:00

kawawa naman my sister,, 3 days na xang naka confine,, at 3 days na din me sa hosp,, me nagbbanty sa kanya ehh,, ang bat na ate noh? tsaka bumabawi lang,, pag good shoot muna me para balik na ni mama baon ko,, hehehe... anyways,, so far,, she's getting better na,,

sa mga nag pray for her to get well soon.. thank you ng maraming maram,, naappreciate ko un, sobra..

>DesPediDa<

2006-09-21T19:40:00.000-07:00

wheeeew wutta monday,, sept 18,, was my friend's despedida,, grabee it was super fun..fun..fun.. this friend of mine is Ms. Jessica Afalla, a good friend of min since elementary,,she's been there trough thick and thin,, we had our good times and bad times,, we argued for some time but we were able to fix things up,, oh, ohh well to much for our brief history.,hehe

I didn't have much commu ith my elm friends cause after graduation from elem we transferred to pampanga and there i continued my high school.. So, last monday i was happy to see some of my elem friends,, my co- volleybal varsity players,, and old flames(?),, hehe,, i had a pleasurable time with their company,, remiscing how fun our elementary days was, and how terror our teacher is, while remiscing and all that we were enjoying th food and drinks they had prepare for us,,but our favorite was the lechon (yummy).. it was also one of our pulutan kasi..

while we were drinking,,i had been kinda tipsy na,, i was so kulit (what's new?) pero i know nman my lmitaton,, funny thing is when i was kinda tipsy na do'n ka lang nlaman na we were drinking red horse pala,, all the whle i thought it was just san mig light that's why i was wondering why i was tipsy na ehh ilan rounds pa lang naman,,

when it was like 7pm na i was so kilig then cause my long time crush (jess' uncle) was concerned pala s'kin,, kasi he's one of jss' relative who's hesitating of allowing me to go home cause i was drunk na nga daw (but swear i'm not) hihi.. before i went home i even had the chance to have a picture with him,whhew!! he looks like paolo bediones na,, pero he was more good looking before,, i like him na kasi grade 4 pa lang me,, kea lang,, ngeon,, mejo crush na lang (lovyou chie) hehe..

eun,, kea lang,, sab nga always balance an happiness and sadness,, kasi after that nung pauwi na ko,, pauwi na kasi me ng 9 something,, nakauwi me ng 1am,, (that's from quezon city to laguna) my mom was so mad,, kasi sutil na bata,, d n naman nagpaalam.. then nwalan pa ko ng 1000.00 then pag dating ko pa ng alabang,,wala me masakyan pa sta.rosa,, huhu talaga,, para me engeng sa alabang terminal,, umiiyak,, mukha akong na rape(hahaha) wasted na wasted na kasi ako,, tapos umiiyak pa ko,, nagarkila na lang tuloy me ng jep ppuntang sta. rossa kasi pro hanggang binan na lang,, tapos un,, kinabukasan tuesday., bnawasan ni mama baon ko,, 300 na lang,, hirap mag budget,, dwashtik!!!

pero,, okay lang,, i guess they're worthy naman ehh.. :)

kilig

2006-09-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

*lately, i was so sad,, heart problems,, ay! problem lang pala,, kasi i m so in love with my chie, pero we had some kinda misunderstanding then after no'n i was so paranoid na,, na sobra sobra na dumating na sa point na i felt na hindi na niya me love (o.a vah? keber!) kasi medyo extreme coldness din xa kea talagang mejo pagaga akexh.. pero the other day i checked my friendster,, ('aNgeL') i received 4 testi's from him, so kilig talaga,, so babaw ko noh? pero kasi after ko naread un,,secured na ulit ako,, na he loves me still ,, grabe,, i love my chie chie much2 talga.. mmmm.. kaya lang takot pa rin me sa commitment,, ayoko na kasi makasakit,, hirap kasi kapag may nasasaktan ka sa huli,, may regrtets kasi ung person di naman deserving nung pain na ginawa mo tapos kapag narealize mo huli na,, chie ko........... love you much!!

slippers

2006-09-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

*wowowee!! hehe,, because of isang kaklap2 na happening napabili me ng new slippers,, cute naman dba?? hehehe..

amor thanx talga sa pagsama,, mwah!!

memories.

2006-09-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

.. grabe,, i don't know if i love torturing myself or what.. lately,, realization na naman,,

..auf fam,, biruin niyo,, dami na pala natin pinagdaanan,, and dami pa natin san pagdaan na magkakasama,, sana maging stronger pa ang ating friendship.. love ko kayong lahat,, can't imagine kung pano ako magiging ako now,, kung wala kayo (*positively, huh)
*ces,, iba din pala friendship natin,, kahit na mukhang d tayo gano'n ka close sa school before,, outside naman iba.. hehe.. love you po..
*fhatz,, haaay,, i miss the days na nakaksama ko kayo ni ate cha,, huhu
*kayz,, joe,, now u 2,, ang laki na ng gap natin,, (especially joe,, ) hope we could hang out and catch up with what's new..
*alice,,magz,, kailangan pa bang imemorize yan.. hehe,, kay magz wala me tampo pero lice,, seo, mejo.. kasi naman,, huhu.. d u na me naaalala
*khizzy,, thanks po sa pag try na makatulong sa algeb ko,, sobrang appreciated po un.. loveyou much..
*st. francis,, i miss your company,, those times na i was so kulit (upto now) and nakikisakay nman kayo sa trippings ko,, iba talaga kayo.. :(

..s.r.e.i fam,,
*we may not have spent much time with each other neither do we know each other that much,, pero part pa rin kayo ng aking precious life,, miss ko din kayo.. hehe

..q.c. friends..
*joanna,, jessica,, che,, pilar,, miss ko na kayong 4,, miss ko na ung days na magkakasama tayoo.. iba din kasi bonding natin,, kayo pnka matagal kong naging friendship,, and dami na din nating misunderstanding na nalagpasan,, bilib me sa friendship natin,, sana mas tumagal pa (jess,, mamimiss kita,,)

..amici fam..
*kayo din miss ko na,, lalo na ung mga ka close ko,, sana po sa susunod na eb mkasama na me.. hehe

..bst fam..
*wheeew,, kayo sobrang love ko,, thanks for the friendship.. :) always take care guys,, forever friends!!

..beda fam..
*you may be just new added friends nonetheless you've showned me that you too appreciate my existance and company,, thanks!!

..x' ko..
*dami ba kayo?? toinx!! thanks for still being my friend,, and for still being there for me when i need someone to talk to and pour out my sentiments.. (special mentioned,, ramzie n lexie)
*sa mga d ko kasundo,, i mean ung masyado kong na hurt,, sorry,, pero promise naappreciate ko lahat kayo.. hehe

..to all..
*sorry kung may nakalimutan ako,, lam niyo po,, naappreciate ko kayong lahat,, all you efforts and company.. sorry if there are times na i took u guys for granted,, promise most of the time d ko sinsadya.. hope that what we have now would grow to a better one,,
*sa mga may galit sa'kin cause of me causing u too much pain,, sana ma forgive niyo na po ako.. i'm not asking for us to be friends again,, or something,, but am hoping to be forgiven,, kapal bA?? haaay

always remember that you can count on me,, and that i would love to help you for as long as kaya ko..

God is good ,, God is great :)
(i miss YFC!!:( )

kewlness

2006-09-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

i sooo love fhatz' post,, grabee reflect kagad ak for just about 2mins,, hehe imagine that,, iba ang effect,, true nga naman,, when you die God won't ask u stupid questions such as,, how many have you smoke?? what do you think about those peaople who don't party and all that,, rather yuo would be judged depending on what have you done with your life,, i mean you soul,, hehe.. nawawala na naman ako (*knock,knock brain,, anjan pa ba*toinx!!)

so people think about it,,don't spend much time in improving only your appearance and your social status,, rather improve your whole being,, your soul,, your attitude,, it won't hurt to be seen at the chapel or at the library,, it would help you to be a better you actually,, that's all,,

Stressed out ang beauty ko..

2006-09-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

gosh!! this day is so kapagod talaga,, to the highest level,, our first stop was the LUNETA,, it was early morning yet the sun was on its full strike that we were sweating badly,, it wa just a few minutes shoot there but we were all like,, bathing in our sweats,, but the shoot was quite fun,,

after shooting with our national hero, we then went to the grand stand and relay it's history,, then we went to jollibee to have our lunch,,

we're just on our way to Manila zoo which was our second destination, and we were all like so drained na,, then we had our chance of checking out the different animals at the Manila zoo,, but it was quite disappointing, there are very few animals to be seen and they weren't well fed,, the caretaker said that they feed the animals 2x a day,, but if you would only see the horses,, mi golly they were literally "buto't balat",, there was even an orangutan who have no food at all,, they don't want people who visits the zoo to feed these animals but they weren't treated properly,, there was a construction there awhile ago and the caretaker said that they would be adding more animals in the zoo while they can't manage to take care of the very few animals they have now.. plus the environment,, it stinks,, foul other could be smelled almost everywhere,, there was even tons of trashes scattered everywhere,, it was the last thing I could thought of..

there were very few species that you could see and their not in their proper conditions,, I just hope that the government would do something about it,, specially that some foreigners were visiting the place as well,,

anyways our next (and was our last) stop was the baywalk,, shocking ang waves,, and the wind,, so not cooperating with us,, while we were shooting our hair was flying everywhere, ( go figure!! ;)) ) then the sun was still ohh so hot at around 4pm,, huhu,, we were toasted!!

then i got home at around 9pm,, so it was from 8am-9pm,, so just imagine the exhaustion i had,, haaaay..

by the way,, i really don't know how to put all of the pics here so just check the pictures of our kakulitan at http://angeltine1408.multiply.com

friends for keeps

2006-09-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

i was checking my things these past few days and i noticed how attached i was with my friends,, since elementary,, but the people who left unforgettable markings in my life was my higschool friends,, you've showned me what are my weaknesses and strenghts are,, you never gave up on me,, we've been through everything imaginable,, actually you guys taught me what friendship is all about,, the sacrifices and all that,, the moments we shared,, those long times we jusdt stayed with each other,, talking about everything under the sun,, laughing our hearts out and all,, those times when we console each other,, every friday at my place just cooking some ham and breads then endless chitchats,, waaah,, i can't help but reminisce,, those moments spent with you huys are really worth keeping,, wish to have more memories.. together..

thursday mourning,,

2006-09-15T06:45:00.000-07:00

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i miss my chie that's why i'm so sad,, to the highest level,, that's why i can help but to cry,, huhu..

plus,, last thursday,, i was so stressed out,, with all the projs,, then i felt so empty, i just need to pour out my sentiments,, or else i would explode,, huhu

i missed my auf family and my friends from all places,, ung ka close ko lang huh,, kc nman po at times like this,, when i feel worthless i know u guys are there for me,, pati si ano miss ko din,, haaaay.. *emotenexh*

haaay,, i need to cry a lot often,, kasi i got tons of pain inside me,, i need someone to console me,, cno kea?? toinx!

last saturday

2006-09-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

Last SAturday was a blast,, we were just five then but omg we had so much fun,, as in we're so loud,, and we were laughing our hearts out,, daming moments nung sat noh? hehehe
ohh pano na naman toh,, wla lang tagal kasi nila khizzy ayan,, nag moment moment kami nila khayz n she,, masya nman,, catching up with what's new sa isa't-isa,, panoe last time na nag usap kmi nung we watched a movie,, anoe kc ung pinanood natin?? ayan limot ko na.. tsktsk..

tapos nitong mga moments namin,, dumating na sila khizzy at kmi nman ang nagmoment.. hehe.. kaya lang parang magulo mejo meja ang happening kasi dami stories to share meron tuloy mga moments na tipong (wwwwwwhaaaaaaaaaaaat???) ganyan,, sobrang shock,, hanggang nakauwi na shock pa din,, hehe

kaasar naman,, ayaw bumaba nung isang pic,, wla tuloy kakikayn effect.. anyways,, yung mga di po pumunta,, avah,, punta naman keo.. mish ko na keo d nyo ba mixh?? *emote*

wutta week

2006-09-14T19:58:00.000-07:00

monday ,, i had a headace because i wasn't able to eat lunch and i just stayed in front of the comp for like 6 hours,, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

tuesday,, i only have 2 subjs for this day and i only attended 1 ,, my least favorite subj pa,, grrrrrrr,, i missed mr. sining ng komunikasyon.. toinx!

wednesday,, i had attended my last 2 subjs lang,, kamusta naman un,, so tamad,, yet sobrang stressed,, i hate having problems tlaga lahat affected.. huhu

thursday,, now this day is the worst and best day of my week,,

worst? because i crammed for our algebra project,, huhu,, and i'm so damn sleepy,, then around 10 pm i was crying na upto mga 12 something ( i miss someone,, i miss my chie!!!)

best? because i told my crush i like him but he didn't take it seriuosly,, walang malice!! but i don't know if i like him still, ka turn off kasi!! hehe

friday,, so far,, it's okie pa nman,, i have 4 1/2 hours of vacant,,

iLL just update you guys later or on sunday.. cause tomorrow would be busy din, we would be having our shoot for our fili docu,, haaaaay.. todo na toh!!

thank God it's friday!

2006-09-14T19:47:00.001-07:00

waaaaaaaaah,,

at last natapos naung ibang dapat tapusin kaya lang sadly may bago na naman nadagdag.. gwash! when will this projects and reaction papers ever end?! kakaloka na..

after finishing the requirement for algebra, we still have history, sociology and fili documentary to accomplish,, wala na po sanang dumagdag,, stressing grabeee

thank goodness that i have a chance to sleep this afternoon,, it has been 3nights that i was sleeping for just like 3-4 hours,,

can't wait for the sembreak..